Wednesday, June 18, 2008

missing



i had a really weird dream last night. i was audtioning for the musical legally blonde (the audtions were at a church:) and you were directing. i nailed the song, i was by far the best choice, and you didn't cast me. i was so angry at you. i woke up this morning and realized what today is. i have stopped dreaming about you. now you are back. i wish it was for real, even though you didn't cast me. love you. wish you were here to hold my babies, tell me you're proud, talk about how proud we are of little nat and adopt my "orphan" husband. add this to your endless tributes on "your" day.
ang

ps thanks jake, i stole your picture

3 comments:

Abi said...

I know that she meant a lot to you! I am sure she is still watching over you and cheering you on! What a sweet post. Teachers can have such an impact on our lives, and this one I can tell was a special one.

We miss you here in Cali! Any plans to visit?

mags said...

I didn't realize how much of an impact Sid had on your life, but then again, I know her name and face and met her only once. So something of her seeped into my memory because of you. Aren't you glad that the people who mold us never really go away?

The Cullimore's said...

Amen! Thanks for sharing that. We all miss Syd...what an amazing, amazing person!

DC